Healing the Wounded Heart
"The aim of my ministry is love that issues from a pure heart" (1 Timothy 1:5). Out of the heart flow the issues of life: health issues, emotional issues, financial issues, relationship issues, psychological issues and spiritual issues. We live in stressful, chaotic times with an increase in loss, suffering, natural disasters, heart disease, divorce, violence, childhood sexual abuse, pornography, addictions and sexual slave trafficking. Depression, anxiety, shame, guilt and resentment are rampant. We are collectively in need of inner healing for the wounded heart so we can begin to live in an abundance of love, peace, joy and harmony once again. The Holy Spirit can "refine and cleanse us and to make us white, until the time of the end for it is yet for the time appointed" (Daniel 11:35). "He led them up a high mountain and he was transfigured, his face shone like the sun, and his garments became white as light" (Matthew 17:1-2). "Truly, truly, I say to you, she who believes in me will also do what I do; and greater things than these, because I go to the Father" (John 14:12-14).
Ask to be refined, cleansed, regenerated, transfigured and made into white light by the Holy Spirit. "Whatever you ask in my name/nature, I will do it, if you ask anything in my name/nature I will do it" (John 14:13-14). "Put on the armor of light...put on the Lord Jesus Christ" (Romans 13:11-14). "Christ will change our lowly body to be like his glorious body, by the power of the Holy Spirit" (Philippians 3:21). "Christ is all, and in all" (Colossians 3:11). "She who was not beloved I will call 'my beloved'...you will be called 'sons of the living God'" Romans 9:25
Shame, guilt, unworthiness, bitterness and resentment are causing a lot of pain and suffering in the world and are obstacles to healthy intimate relationships, including our relationship with God and ourselves. It is time to end the separation of human beings and our Divine Beloved. It is time to end the enmity between men and women, and stop the wounding and pain of hearts because of loss of relationships to others, to ourselves, and to God through divorce, separation, marital discord, death, illness, or conflict. "I have taught you the way of wisdom...guard her, for she is your life...the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn, which shines brighter and brighter until full day...be attentive to my words...keep them within your heart. For they are life to her who finds them, and healing to all her flesh" (Proverbs 4:11-22). "Keep your heart with all vigilance; for from it flow the issues of life" (Proverbs 4:23).
The world looks completely different from the eyes of the heart than from the head! "That God may give you a spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of the Beloved, having the eyes of your hearts enlightened, that you may know the riches and the immeasureable greatness of his power...the fullness of him who fills all in all" (Ephesians 1:17-23). "Behold my servant, whom I uphold, my chosen, in whom my soul delights; I have put my Spirit upon her" (Isaiah 42:1).
To enter the kingdom of God we must become like a little child: open, receptive, trusting, simple, natural, present, spontaneous, in the flow, imaginative, humble, feeling and expressing all feelings, asking for what you need, connecting to all that is, interdependent, accept and allow life without manipulation or control, and surrender to the Beloved. As infants we are born into the world with open, pure hearts. We gradually close our heart centers when we are hurt or our needs are not met. We begin to guard, protect, and build walls around our heart to prevent ourselves from feeling negative emotions, pain or experiencing vulnerability. We begin to manipulate and control life, our emotions, and our way of being in the world. The wounded, defended heart disconnected from the power and presence of the Beloved is the root of all our relationship problems. "A new heart I will give you, and a new spirit I will put within you; and I will take out of your flesh the heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh" (Ezekiel 36:26).
I couldn't figure out why I was failing at love and marriage when the deepest desire of my heart was to love and be loved in return. I didn't realize the wounds that i carried in my heart from childhood, generational inheritance and the connection to the collective negative, pain-filled thought field surrounding our world. Soon after I remarried I fell into a deep abyss of despair with a heart full of negative feelings and a mind filled with discordant thoughts. Out of this despair I turned to the bible, and as I read the new testament for the first time, the Holy Spirit poured fire through the crown of my head. The flow of Spirit was from the heavenly throne down through my whole body. I got into a tub of water and I could see the Holy Spirit as holy breath flowing in and out of my mouth. I was transported to heaven and was praising at the throne of the Most High. This baptism by fire prepared my body for the manifestation of Jesus during a Tibetan Buddhist meditation class. Jesus appeared in my spiritual eye and said "Come to me you who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest." Jesus opened my heart and broke the chains that were holding me in bondage. The opened heart allowed God to fill me with the manifestation of Love, Christ Spirit.
Jesus appeared to me many times (John 14:21-23), each time healing more of my wounds and releasing deeper levels of sorrow and ancient grief from my heart. "By sorrow of heart the spirit is broken" (Proverbs 15:13). The Holy Spirit then came upon me again, this time entering from the bottom of my body, flowing upwards and lifting me once again to the heavenly throne. This grace brought ecstatic joy to my body and life. The next gift of grace that I was given was peace; the peace that passes all understanding. With peace, stillness and silence in my heart, I was able to hear the still, small voice and receive revelation, inspiration, miracles, awe and wonder! The last gift I was given was the Alive Presence that entered the peace and stillness within my heart! The Holy Spirit has filled me with abundance and riches beyond my wildest dreams. Out of the abundant, infinite river of the Spirit of God within, flows the fountain of life. The anointing of the Holy Spirit gives you the crown of life! "The crown of the wise is their Wisdom" (Proverbs 14:24). "She will bestow on you a beautiful crown" (Proverbs 4:9). "I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh" (Joel 2:28).
Yeshua was anointed by the feminine to become the Christ (John 12:1-8). The door to the Beloved is Yeshua (John 10:1-18; Rev 3:20). The key is the feminine Holy Spirit! (see footnote below) The manifestation of higher Love is Christ Jesus. The anointing power comes from the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the Power and Presence of Truth and Life. She is the fountain of Living Water within, enlivening the body. The Holy Spirit is Wisdom. She is the Counselor, Comforter, Teacher, Guide and the Spirit of Truth. The Holy Spirit is the river of the Life of God within your body. She is the Life-giver, nurturer, nourisher, transformer, tranmuter, alchemist, destroyer of that which is false, and Mother of rebirth. "By the washing of regeneration and renewal in the Holy Spirit" (Titus 3:5). Come Holy Spirit!!! "God is spirit, and those who worship Her must worship in spirit and truth" John 4:24 "Rejoice and be glad for her, all you who love her; rejoice with her in joy...that you may suck and be satisfied with her consoling breasts; that you may drink deeply with delight from the abundance of Her glory" Isaiah 66:10-13 Come Holy Spirit!!! "If anyone thirst, let her come to me and drink. She who believes in me, 'out of her heart will flow rivers of living water.' Now this Yeshua said about the Holy Spirit, which those who believed in him were to receive" John 7:37-39 Come Holy Spirit!!! "Wisdom is the way of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace. She is a tree of life to those who lay hold of her; those who hold her fast are called happy" Proverbs 3:17-18. "Wisdom is more precious than jewels, and nothing you desire can compare with Her" Proverbs 3:15
In the old testament we learned about the giving of manna to eat for those in the desert, separated from God. In the new testament we learned that Jesus was the bread of life and if we ate his body and drank his blood, we would be healed, made whole, delivered, made one with God, and set free (John 6:53-66). The separation from God is bridged with the mediator of the new covenant of love, Yeshua. "By his wounds we are healed" (1 Peter 2:24; Isaiah 53:5). Now the new spiritual developmental stage we are called to enter, the next stage in our spiritual evolution, is to receive the Holy Spirit, the indwelling, feminine, alive Presence and Power, the Living Fountain of Life, and our Guide for the next age. The Holy Spirit is the bread for 2012 and beyond in the new age of aquarius. She is the water bearer, the bringer of the new waters of life, abundance, prosperity, wealth, riches, and the fruits of the Spirit: peace, love, joy, kindness, goodness, patience, faith, gentleness and self-mastery. Wisdom says "Come, eat of my bread and drink of the wine I have mixed" Proverbs 9:3
Come, meet the wife of the lamb, eat the bread of the Holy Spirit and enter the new heaven on earth! (Revelation 21:9-27; 22:1-21).
"The teaching of the wise is a fountain of life" Proverbs 13:14
Wisdom says "those who seek me diligently find me" Proverbs 8:17
"Those who trust God are like a tree planted by water, roots in the stream, leaves remain green and they bear much fruit" Jeremiah 17:-8
"Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven on earth" Matthew 18:3
"My little children with whom I am again in labor until Christ is formed in you" Galatians 4:19
"But Jesus looked at them and said to them, 'With men it is impossible, but with God all things are possible'" Matthew 19:26
"Everyone who is destined to have a spiritual transformation comes to the journey with a wound as big as God" Andrew Harvey
The Holy Spirit speaking to Isaiah: "perceive with your eyes, hear with your ears, understand with your heart, and turn for me to heal you" Acts 28:25-27
"These things I have spoken to you, that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be full" John 15:11
"May God grant you your heart's desire, and fulfill all your plans" Psalm 20:4
"You gave me my heart's desire and have not withheld the request from my lips" Psalm 21:2
"Delight in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart" Psalm 37:4
In Proverbs 8:30, Wisdom says "I was daily delight!" May you be filled with daily delight, Wisdom, the Holy Spirit who gives Life, Breath, Guidance, Power, the Presence of God in the body, and produces the good fruit in your life!
Footnote: Transcribed by Syriac Professor R.L. Bensly of Cambridge University in 1892, the words of Jesus in John 14:26 read:
"But She -the Spirit – the Paraclete whom He-will-send to you- my Father – in my name – She will teach you every-thing; She will remind you of that which I have told you." Come Holy Spirit!
(See www.newheavenonearth.wordpress.com for more revelation, encouragement, healing and inspired wellness) Come Holy Spirit!!!
Ask to be refined, cleansed, regenerated, transfigured and made into white light by the Holy Spirit. "Whatever you ask in my name/nature, I will do it, if you ask anything in my name/nature I will do it" (John 14:13-14). "Put on the armor of light...put on the Lord Jesus Christ" (Romans 13:11-14). "Christ will change our lowly body to be like his glorious body, by the power of the Holy Spirit" (Philippians 3:21). "Christ is all, and in all" (Colossians 3:11). "She who was not beloved I will call 'my beloved'...you will be called 'sons of the living God'" Romans 9:25
Shame, guilt, unworthiness, bitterness and resentment are causing a lot of pain and suffering in the world and are obstacles to healthy intimate relationships, including our relationship with God and ourselves. It is time to end the separation of human beings and our Divine Beloved. It is time to end the enmity between men and women, and stop the wounding and pain of hearts because of loss of relationships to others, to ourselves, and to God through divorce, separation, marital discord, death, illness, or conflict. "I have taught you the way of wisdom...guard her, for she is your life...the path of the righteous is like the light of dawn, which shines brighter and brighter until full day...be attentive to my words...keep them within your heart. For they are life to her who finds them, and healing to all her flesh" (Proverbs 4:11-22). "Keep your heart with all vigilance; for from it flow the issues of life" (Proverbs 4:23).
The world looks completely different from the eyes of the heart than from the head! "That God may give you a spirit of wisdom and of revelation in the knowledge of the Beloved, having the eyes of your hearts enlightened, that you may know the riches and the immeasureable greatness of his power...the fullness of him who fills all in all" (Ephesians 1:17-23). "Behold my servant, whom I uphold, my chosen, in whom my soul delights; I have put my Spirit upon her" (Isaiah 42:1).
To enter the kingdom of God we must become like a little child: open, receptive, trusting, simple, natural, present, spontaneous, in the flow, imaginative, humble, feeling and expressing all feelings, asking for what you need, connecting to all that is, interdependent, accept and allow life without manipulation or control, and surrender to the Beloved. As infants we are born into the world with open, pure hearts. We gradually close our heart centers when we are hurt or our needs are not met. We begin to guard, protect, and build walls around our heart to prevent ourselves from feeling negative emotions, pain or experiencing vulnerability. We begin to manipulate and control life, our emotions, and our way of being in the world. The wounded, defended heart disconnected from the power and presence of the Beloved is the root of all our relationship problems. "A new heart I will give you, and a new spirit I will put within you; and I will take out of your flesh the heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh" (Ezekiel 36:26).
I couldn't figure out why I was failing at love and marriage when the deepest desire of my heart was to love and be loved in return. I didn't realize the wounds that i carried in my heart from childhood, generational inheritance and the connection to the collective negative, pain-filled thought field surrounding our world. Soon after I remarried I fell into a deep abyss of despair with a heart full of negative feelings and a mind filled with discordant thoughts. Out of this despair I turned to the bible, and as I read the new testament for the first time, the Holy Spirit poured fire through the crown of my head. The flow of Spirit was from the heavenly throne down through my whole body. I got into a tub of water and I could see the Holy Spirit as holy breath flowing in and out of my mouth. I was transported to heaven and was praising at the throne of the Most High. This baptism by fire prepared my body for the manifestation of Jesus during a Tibetan Buddhist meditation class. Jesus appeared in my spiritual eye and said "Come to me you who are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest." Jesus opened my heart and broke the chains that were holding me in bondage. The opened heart allowed God to fill me with the manifestation of Love, Christ Spirit.
Jesus appeared to me many times (John 14:21-23), each time healing more of my wounds and releasing deeper levels of sorrow and ancient grief from my heart. "By sorrow of heart the spirit is broken" (Proverbs 15:13). The Holy Spirit then came upon me again, this time entering from the bottom of my body, flowing upwards and lifting me once again to the heavenly throne. This grace brought ecstatic joy to my body and life. The next gift of grace that I was given was peace; the peace that passes all understanding. With peace, stillness and silence in my heart, I was able to hear the still, small voice and receive revelation, inspiration, miracles, awe and wonder! The last gift I was given was the Alive Presence that entered the peace and stillness within my heart! The Holy Spirit has filled me with abundance and riches beyond my wildest dreams. Out of the abundant, infinite river of the Spirit of God within, flows the fountain of life. The anointing of the Holy Spirit gives you the crown of life! "The crown of the wise is their Wisdom" (Proverbs 14:24). "She will bestow on you a beautiful crown" (Proverbs 4:9). "I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh" (Joel 2:28).
Yeshua was anointed by the feminine to become the Christ (John 12:1-8). The door to the Beloved is Yeshua (John 10:1-18; Rev 3:20). The key is the feminine Holy Spirit! (see footnote below) The manifestation of higher Love is Christ Jesus. The anointing power comes from the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is the Power and Presence of Truth and Life. She is the fountain of Living Water within, enlivening the body. The Holy Spirit is Wisdom. She is the Counselor, Comforter, Teacher, Guide and the Spirit of Truth. The Holy Spirit is the river of the Life of God within your body. She is the Life-giver, nurturer, nourisher, transformer, tranmuter, alchemist, destroyer of that which is false, and Mother of rebirth. "By the washing of regeneration and renewal in the Holy Spirit" (Titus 3:5). Come Holy Spirit!!! "God is spirit, and those who worship Her must worship in spirit and truth" John 4:24 "Rejoice and be glad for her, all you who love her; rejoice with her in joy...that you may suck and be satisfied with her consoling breasts; that you may drink deeply with delight from the abundance of Her glory" Isaiah 66:10-13 Come Holy Spirit!!! "If anyone thirst, let her come to me and drink. She who believes in me, 'out of her heart will flow rivers of living water.' Now this Yeshua said about the Holy Spirit, which those who believed in him were to receive" John 7:37-39 Come Holy Spirit!!! "Wisdom is the way of pleasantness, and all her paths are peace. She is a tree of life to those who lay hold of her; those who hold her fast are called happy" Proverbs 3:17-18. "Wisdom is more precious than jewels, and nothing you desire can compare with Her" Proverbs 3:15
In the old testament we learned about the giving of manna to eat for those in the desert, separated from God. In the new testament we learned that Jesus was the bread of life and if we ate his body and drank his blood, we would be healed, made whole, delivered, made one with God, and set free (John 6:53-66). The separation from God is bridged with the mediator of the new covenant of love, Yeshua. "By his wounds we are healed" (1 Peter 2:24; Isaiah 53:5). Now the new spiritual developmental stage we are called to enter, the next stage in our spiritual evolution, is to receive the Holy Spirit, the indwelling, feminine, alive Presence and Power, the Living Fountain of Life, and our Guide for the next age. The Holy Spirit is the bread for 2012 and beyond in the new age of aquarius. She is the water bearer, the bringer of the new waters of life, abundance, prosperity, wealth, riches, and the fruits of the Spirit: peace, love, joy, kindness, goodness, patience, faith, gentleness and self-mastery. Wisdom says "Come, eat of my bread and drink of the wine I have mixed" Proverbs 9:3
Come, meet the wife of the lamb, eat the bread of the Holy Spirit and enter the new heaven on earth! (Revelation 21:9-27; 22:1-21).
"The teaching of the wise is a fountain of life" Proverbs 13:14
Wisdom says "those who seek me diligently find me" Proverbs 8:17
"Those who trust God are like a tree planted by water, roots in the stream, leaves remain green and they bear much fruit" Jeremiah 17:-8
"Truly, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven on earth" Matthew 18:3
"My little children with whom I am again in labor until Christ is formed in you" Galatians 4:19
"But Jesus looked at them and said to them, 'With men it is impossible, but with God all things are possible'" Matthew 19:26
"Everyone who is destined to have a spiritual transformation comes to the journey with a wound as big as God" Andrew Harvey
The Holy Spirit speaking to Isaiah: "perceive with your eyes, hear with your ears, understand with your heart, and turn for me to heal you" Acts 28:25-27
"These things I have spoken to you, that my joy may be in you, and that your joy may be full" John 15:11
"May God grant you your heart's desire, and fulfill all your plans" Psalm 20:4
"You gave me my heart's desire and have not withheld the request from my lips" Psalm 21:2
"Delight in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart" Psalm 37:4
In Proverbs 8:30, Wisdom says "I was daily delight!" May you be filled with daily delight, Wisdom, the Holy Spirit who gives Life, Breath, Guidance, Power, the Presence of God in the body, and produces the good fruit in your life!
Footnote: Transcribed by Syriac Professor R.L. Bensly of Cambridge University in 1892, the words of Jesus in John 14:26 read:
"But She -the Spirit – the Paraclete whom He-will-send to you- my Father – in my name – She will teach you every-thing; She will remind you of that which I have told you." Come Holy Spirit!
(See www.newheavenonearth.wordpress.com for more revelation, encouragement, healing and inspired wellness) Come Holy Spirit!!!
